EMILY .

2011-02-01T01:49:00.000-08:00

Hello people !
It's been quite long since I last updated my blog .

Isn't really quite happy with my o'level results .
Cried like crap on the day of release .
Kind of disappointing, really .

Then, I got my posting and I got posted to

nyp, hospitality and tourism .

But I appeal for np, early childhood instead .
I am like starting to regret now, and I hope

that my appeal wouldn't succeed and I would

be able to stay in the course that I was posted to .

LOLLLLLL !

Oh yea . Finally went to get my pay today .

Got to thank my boss for it as my manager

doesn't wants to give me my pay . -.-

I miss all my colleagues ! D:
They are such nice people !

I will miss them alot and will meet up with them ! :D

Watched the green hornet today with chuanwan . (:
It's a nice and funny movie . :D

Okay, nothing much to say already .

Shall end off, wishing everyone a happy chinese new year ! :D

2011-01-02T00:42:00.000-08:00

Hellos people !
It's currently 2011 !
But, I aren't really happy uh .
O'level results are coming out real soon,

and I am really afraid and scared . ):

2010 has been great with my wonderful friends with me . :D

I do miss lots of my friends right now . ):
4e4'10, Bitches, SJAB, plt4'10, Dnt class'10,

night study clique, sec4e'10, seniors and juniors .

Thanks for always being there for me,

bringing fun and laughters into my 2010 life .

Everything wouldn't be the same without you guys .
Thanks alot . Hope to meet up with all of you soon again .
<3

2010-12-07T12:06:00.000-08:00

Hellos people . (:
These few days have really been great,

meeting up with all my awesome friends ! :D

Happy to the max everyday . (:

But, thinking of stupid stuff sometimes .
Such as, getting our results in another 1month ?
Don't think I would be able to make it this time .
Really have no faith and confidence uh . Sigh .

At most, I will just end up in ITE .
It isn't that bad anyway . (:

Okay, going out soon already !
BYE PEOPLE ! (:

2010-11-30T22:34:00.000-08:00

Hellos !

So long since I last updated my blog .

It seems so dead compared to last time,

when I so frequently updates it . Hahahs .

And, nobody comes to my blog anyway I think .

Holiday hasn't been really great uh .

Staying at home everyday rotting, watching shows .
I haven't start my job yet, don't know when starting . ):

I am like watching one show in one day . LOL .

Now I have no more shows to watch already .
Anyone have any recommendations for me ? LOL .

Tomorrow having dinner date with my bitches . ♥

Currently happy to the max !
So long since I last saw them and I miss them alot ! :D

Camwhore tomorrowwwwwwwwwwwwww ! :D

Bye people ! :D

2010-11-15T22:58:00.000-08:00

"If you are really happy like this, then so be it . "

2010-11-13T00:18:00.000-08:00

O's are overrrrrrrrrrrrrr ! :D

Partying right now .
Woooohoooooooo ! :D
After last paper today, people started

tearing their entry proofs in the hall and

the examiners were looking at them laughing .
LOL .

Watch megamind with weekong and huimin

at amk hub then off we go to khatib to eat . :D

Had soooo much fun with them today,

laughing at huimin's retardedness . HAHAH !

Home at 9pm ! :D

Holidayyyyyyy ~

Bye people ! :D

2010-11-04T23:58:00.000-07:00

8more days !

2010-10-23T19:09:00.000-07:00

" 就是因为太心软，才会被当作理所当然。"

When a sorry isn't going to

make a difference anymore now .

2010-10-21T21:02:00.000-07:00

Screw physics practical today .
It was totally bullshit to all of us .

Darmn it, I think I can prepare to flunk it .

Hmm, lunch with fun people . :D

Then home-d with celia and out again .
Hahahs, okay .
I should go and study now .
School tomorrow again !
Byebye ! (:

MIA-ING TILL 12TH NOV ! :D

That's when O'level ends !
22more days ! )):

2010-10-19T22:51:00.000-07:00

What more do you guys want me to do ?

Hasn't I done enough for you guys ?

I am really very tired already .
I have enough things to bother about .

Tired of all these craps already .

You guys have your temper uh ? Alright then .

I have my temper too, so bloody hell don't

push me to my limits and cause me to flare up .

You wouldn't want to see that happen .

So, please leave me alone .

It's not as if I have no troubles or what .
I am frustrated enough these few days already .

You guys know that lots of things have been

happening to me recently and o's is coming .

Just want to let you guys know, I really have

enough things to care about, to bother about .

Please, I am really tired of all these craps from you guys ...

2010-10-17T23:30:00.000-07:00

“不是答应过我，你会快乐，会幸福的吗？”

Cheer up, my friend .
Anything, just give me a call or text .

Would be there 24/7 . (:

2010-10-17T13:08:00.000-07:00

" Learn to love yourself, even when the whole

world hates you . Believe that, somewhere on

earth, there's someone out there who is willing to

love you and protect you with all his life ."

If only you knew, everything wouldn't

turn out to be in such a pathetic state today .

2010-10-17T12:43:00.000-07:00

Every word that comes out of your mouth,

is just so impactful . It seems as though, those

words can just make my world collaspe .

Hey people .

I am currently sick . ):
Vommited 3times yesterday at 3am plus,

and had a super bad headache too .

Woke up today, still having a bad headache

and having fever of 37.9degrees . Darmn . ):

Supposed to go out with mom today .

But now, I can't go out already . -.-

Nevermind .

Watched personal taste yesterday !
YAYEEEEEEEEE ! :D
Super duper niceeeeeeeee ! (:

And crap, o's is coming in another 8days . ):

I haven't finish studying everythinggggg ! ):
Sci practical this thursday ! ):

School everyday for this whole week . ):

Sucks sucks sucks . ):

I want o's to be over asapppppppp !

I wanna go out play, shop and everything !

Another 26days to end of o's ! (:

Can I really make it through my o's ?
I really hope that I can, really very scared .

Don't wanna fail any single subject .
Thanks to all my friends for your encouragements .

Thanks for all the courage given by you guys .

Especially you, thanks alot . (:

Okay, I need to get back to my studies already .
My last post would be on either next thurs or fri .
Then would be going on MIA till 12th nov . (:

Byebye people ! (:

Someday, we will eventually

become two complete strangers .

2010-10-15T21:25:00.000-07:00

HAPPY GRADUATION TO ALL 4Es AND 5Ns ! :D

I am finally graduated from ytss .
Having mixed feelings though .
I wanna get out of this school,

but I will miss all my awesome friends . ):

4years in ytss was actually great,

with all my friends around me .
I had forged lots of friendships in ytss .

And, I hope that I would still keep in

contact with all of them after o's .

I would really miss all the friends who

had made a difference in my life for these 4years .
I will miss 1e5'07 .
I will miss 2e5'08 .
I will miss 3e3'09 .

I will miss 4e4'10 .

I will miss DnT class'10 .

I will miss SJAB Plt4'10 .
I will miss teamFABULOUS'10 .

There's so much people that I will miss .
There's so much things that I will miss .
There's so much memories that I will miss .
Wanna thank all my friends in ytss for all the

support and encouragements that you guys have given .
I would never forget you guys .
You guys are really awesome friends .

We shall all work hard now and do our very

best for o'levels and give it our best shot .

Let us all score well and pass with flying colours for o's .

Do our school proud and prove to everyone that we can do it,

and also let our juniors have a one day off for our good results . :D
I WILL MISS ALL OF YOUUUUU ! ♥
ALL THE BEST FOR O'S AND

I LOVE YOU GUYSSSSSSSSSS ! ♥

2010-10-15T21:10:00.000-07:00

POST TO LOVES !

WeekongDI DI :

Hey, we finally graduated today . I still do remember how I knew you in sec1 . We were in the same class and on the first day of school, you were sitting beside me in parade square . Hahahs, then we soon became a clique and became close friends . You leaked out my secret on the bus to mr chong, but you said it sooooo loud that the whole bus could hear and everybody started disturbing me since then, whenever we see that person . LOL . Haven't settle scores with you uh . Hahahhas . Sec2, we spilted class . You went over to 2e7 but came over to 2e5 almost everyday, and always ranting to me about - . LOL . Sec3, you are supposed to be in the same class as me, but you appealed for A maths and eventually got in so you went over to 3e4 . However, we didn't really drifted apart alot as we still continue bitching about people and stuff and go out together . Thanks for all the wonderful memories for the past 4years . Those were great memories, i swear . Thanks for everything that you had done for me . Thanks for always there whenever I needed someone to talk to . And, you never fails to cheer me up . Thanks for always being so supportive and encouraging when I wanted to give up on my studies and stuff . Thanks for stooding by me these 4years, giving me support in whatever ways . I would never forget having a friend who love ORANGEEEEEE so much . Hahahs . Thanks alot ! :D
All the best for o's and outing after o's toooo ! Love you ! ♥

HuiminHAOPENGYOU :

Thanks for being such a great friend for the past 4years . You have done lots of things to irritate me throughout the 4years . Hahahas . Still remember our big fight in sec2 ? That was what resulted me to leave our clique and joined the other clique . But, nevermind . All those are in the past already and all of us are back to good friends now . I have never regretted knowing you, though you are really irritating at times . HAHAHH ! :X Thanks for all the great memories for the past 4years . You had always been there supporting me, telling me that I can do it, whenever nobody believes that I can . Really thanks alot, my friend . And yup, outing after o's . Weekong's birthday celebration, but if he irritates me, I will cancel it away and we two shall go shopping instead . :P I think weekong will be cursing at me, if he sees this . HAHAH . Thanks for always being there for me, be it rain or shine . Thanks alot, my haopengyou .
All the best for o's and love you ! ♥

EdwardSTUPID :

Another irritating fellow uh, you . Thanks for making me walk such a long wayyy yesterday just to go and eat uh ! Haven't settle scores with you ! Grrrrrr . Okayokay, back to topic . LOL . I think i knew you in sec1 ? Can't really remember . Wasn't really close to you or talk much to you at that time . Only became quite close to you last year . Just a short period of two years, we shared lots of things and always making fun of each other and huimin of course . :P Thanks for all the memories and all the support that you had given me . And, yea . I will do my very best for o's and don't let anyone look down on me . Thanks alot, my friend . All the best for o's ! ♥

2010-10-14T21:22:00.000-07:00

POST TO MY LOVES !

FyqaSmall :
Hey girl . It's really glad knowing you in my last two years in ytss . It's fun having a classmate like you, who would bitch with me about every single thing . Though it's only a short period of two years that I know you,

I really learnt a lot from you and our bond really strengthened a lot as the days go by . Memories of you, of your loud voice, of your loud laughters, of your bitchings, of your "slap you upside down-lef-right-centre", "Hang you upside down from the flagpole then you know uh !" and of course yourrrr waterfronttttttttt, will be kept . Just a short period of two years, but we shared lots of things. stood by each other in times of needs and everything . Thanks for always there, trying to make me laugh at every single stupid thing whenever I am feeling down and always being there when I needed someone to talk to, to pour my sorrows to . We are gonna graduate already . And, please stop cursing people till there's no tomorrow okay . Hahahs . Every curse that comes out of your mouth will come true, so please be careful with whatever you say . Hahahs . :P Also do take good care of yourself uh . We will all pass o'levels with flying colours yea ! Gonna prove those people who look down on us wrong . Believe in yourself, you can do it ! (: You are a great and awesome bitchy frienddddddddd ! :D

All the best and I will miss you a lot . Love you . ♥

AinChinoneh :

Hey bitch . Hahahahs . I have known you for 4years . How we were so close in sec1, then drifted apart in the later half of the year, then going up to sec2, we were drifting even more apart . I never once thought that I will be back friends with you anymore . BUT ! We ended up in the same sec3 class, with the same electives . Became a clique and our bonds just strengthened back to how it was like in sec1 . That was really great . I saw alot of changes in you over these 4years . You are really a great friend . I could simply just trust all my secrets with you, not fearing that you would leak them out or what . Thanks for always being there 24/7 standby whenever I needed someone there . (: Remember our sentosa outing in sec3, together with solehah and nabila ? Rememeber our heart to heart talk in the sea ? Remember what I told you then ? I guess you wouldn't remember, as you have STM . :P I told you that, "Whenever we are with you, all the impossibles just turned to possibles ." You just made everything seem to be able to work out and everything would be fine . SOOOOOOO ! Please do score well for your o's yea ? Hang in there as none of us have given up on you, so you shouldn't give up on yourself uh .
All the best and I will miss you a lot . Love you, my awesome frienddddddd ! :D ♥

Yappy :

Ëh girl ahhh ." That's what you always call me . Hahahas . These two years with you had really been great ! All our bitchings and stuff, how we stood by you during your times of down moments and everything . Do not give up okay . Don't get hurt so easily . Always remember that you have a bunch of bitchy friends there for you, when you need them ! (: You must do well for your o's and shove your result slip next year in those bitches' face okay . Let them see that you can do it too and ask them to stop being such arrogant bitches . These two years, all the memories that we shared together just seemed so much that I can't really recall them, but I knew those memories were great ! How we always sit at the corner on the floor near my seat, talking about emo stuff and everything . How we share so much things between us, which I never once thought that I would share it with anyone . Thanks girl, you are always there for me when I needed someone . Continue smiling, my sunshine . (:

All the best for o's and I will miss you a lot . Love you, bitchy friendddddd ! :D ♥

Kenny, Penghao, Jianwei, JiDong, Ronnie :
Thanks for all the fun moments during night study ! You guys never fail to make my day, to make me laugh like mad after a day of long boring lessons . All the secrets, all the bitchings during night study would not be forgotten . Got close to you guys only this year, when the stupid compulsory study thing starts . But, it isn't actually a bad thing cause I got to know you guys better and our bonds strengthened as days goes by and more and more things shared between all of us . (: Just wanna thank you guys for everything for the past few weeks . You guys are really great friends and I would not forget you guys . Outing after o's yea ! :D
All the best for o's and I will miss you guys a lot ! Love you guys ! :D ♥

2010-10-09T14:30:00.000-07:00

What has happened to us ?
Why did all the things turn out

like these for the past few days ?

I really don't want to lose a friend like you .

When somethings are said out,

it's no longer funny anymore, bitch .

2010-10-08T22:22:00.000-07:00

" When you get depressed, it isn't a sign

of you being weak . But instead, it's a sign

that you've been holding on for too long . "

2010-10-08T22:06:00.000-07:00

Hey people !
I am back on blog . (:

School this week is horrible .
One week seemed like two weeks . ):

Last week before I graduate from this sch .
Hope that 15th oct faster comeeeeeeee . (:
I seriously can't wait for o's to be over . LOL .

Okay, I know that I am weird okayyy .
Cause o's hasn't even started and I am thinking

of my holidays after o's . LOL .

Finally feel the tension and stress already .

Really scared that I can't make it through my o's .
Worried that I wouldn't be able to get the results

that I want to get and worried that I wouldn't be

able to get into a good sch and good course in poly .

Too many worries now currently on my head .
But, I still got to concentrate on o's, which is the

major thing now that I need to get through . Sigh .

To YOU :
If you want to continue being such a

hypocrite bitch, then don't bother talking to

me anymore . Just shut the fuck up and get lost .

COUNTDOWN !
7more days to graduation !
17more days to start of o's !

35more days to end of o's !

I am a tragedy .
I knew you would
forget about everything .

2010-10-02T17:00:00.000-07:00

" Too much things that we shouldn't see .

Too much things that we shouldn't hear .

The more you see, the more you hear,

the more hurt you feel, deep in your heart .

2010-10-02T16:02:00.000-07:00

Hellos !
Hahahs, I am updating again,

cause I am super bored . ):

Today was kind of okay, but tired .
Happy to the max yesterdayyyyyyyy ! :D
HuiminHAOPENGYOU knows why . :P

Happy happy happyyyyyyy . (:

Okay, can't blog much .

Will update again, end of next week . :D

Bye people ! (:

COUNTDOWN !
13more days to graduation ! :D
23more days to start of o's ! )':
41more days to end of o's ! :D

2010-10-01T22:36:00.000-07:00

Even if you knew, would you care ?

Hellos people !
One week since I blogged since

I can only use comp once a week .

Cause o's are coming and I will soon

be declaring MIA from blog and comp . (:

School's been real stress .
Night study till 9pm everyday .
And seeing teachers for small group

coaching everyday and I am dying soon . ):

Really can't wait for graduation day

and end of o's mannnnnn .

I want my holidays and all my outings ! :D
Team outing, platoon outing, HMT clique outing,

2e5 clique outing, 4e4 clique outing, JB trip,

meeting up with outside friends and everything . :D

School tomorrow again .

Boring shitttttt .

I still got to survive for another 42 days . ):

COUNTDOWN !

14more days to graduation day . :D

24more days to start of o's . )':

42more days to end of o's . :D

Okay, bye people !
Good luck in advance to people who

are taking N'level, starting from monday .
Especially, Michelle#01, SolehahWOMAN,

AtiqahSILVER APPLE, weicai and junhao . :D

It wouldn't return to how it used to be .

2010-09-26T17:41:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN ! :D

School tomorrow till 9pm .
I can really sleep in school already .

LOL . Fyqa isn't coming tmr again . ):

Takecares and get well soon uh, girl ! (:

O's is coming soon .
Darmn, and I am still like enjoying my life . -.-

Everybody's mugging like mad, and

I can really feel the tension and stress already .
Arghhhhhhhhhhh !
I must really start studying soon man ! D:

Really can't wait for o's to be over .

Will be going crazy with all my friends .

Hahahahs, lots and lots of outings ! :D

Okay, but first, I need to get through my o's .
Which, I really don't think I can make it through uh .

Sigh ..

Life's been real bad .
Kept on having moodswing .
Moodswing on friday was really bad uh . D:

But, big big thanks to ain, kenny, penghao, ronnie . :D

Hope that I wouldn't have my moodswing tmr again .

Need to start full engine and chiong for o's .
Don't wanna disappoint ms goh and my mom . ):

Okay, wanna go do homework already .

Byebye !

FYQASMALLLLLLLLL !
Takecares and get well soon uhhhhh !
Will be waiting for you to be back in school !
Miss you lots and got lots of things to catch up ! :D

So get well soon . :D

Goodbye, my friend .

2010-09-25T23:46:00.000-07:00

Am I really wrong ?

2010-09-25T23:26:00.000-07:00

只要你快乐，什么都值得。

Was actually in quite a good mood today .

But saw something which I aren't supposed to see .
Thanks uh, you succeeded in bringing down my mood again .

Right now, I don't feel like talking already .

Right now, I don't want to talk already .

But, I don't know what's the reason .

请你从此以后，不要再出现在我的眼前。

2010-09-24T23:45:00.000-07:00

" Thanks for not telling me that you are leaving, again . "

So, you really did not spare
a thought for her feelings at all .

2010-09-24T23:33:00.000-07:00

Inside me, it's shattering .

Hellos people !
It's been so long since I last used my comp .
Hahahahs .
Today was a bad bad day . ):

But, night study was greattt ! :D
Cause I have got awesome friends with me ! (:
Thanks to ain, kenny, penghao, ronnie . :D
You guys rocks to the max okay ! :D
Hahahahs . (:

Will be going out tmr .
Bye people ! (:

When the word forever,

never once really meant forever .

2010-09-19T01:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNYONGGG ! :D

Hey friends, I am fine . (:
Thanks for all of your concern .
I would be living my life happily,

because I have got awesome friends with me . (:

Thanks guys, love you all . (L)

It's time I let go of the memories of the

past three years and move on with my life .

2010-09-18T21:00:00.000-07:00

It's time I got to face up to reality .
It's time I got to face everything alone .

Cause, nobody would be there to catch

me even if I fall hard, real hard .
I got to stand up by myself this time round .

Don't count on my promises anymore . )':

2010-09-18T18:00:00.000-07:00

" 我不要求你一直待在我身边。

但是至少，待在我可以看得见的地方。"

2010-09-18T17:14:00.000-07:00

看到你的悲伤，我能不痛吗？

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY RAVI ! :D

Physics in the morning .
Then, homed at about 12pm .

Went out at about 1pm with mom,

aunt, en en and er jie . (:
Went for a walk then went to eat .

I am now at home .
Super duper tired .
But, meeting shuwenSTEADY and

some others for mahjong later . :D

Okay, bye people ! :D

恨一个人容易，爱

一个人则需要勇气。

2010-09-17T22:28:00.000-07:00

I am just one of your other .
I am not important, I know .

But, it does hurt that much .

我们的命运，就是有缘无份。
一直以来，一直在欺骗我自己，
要让我相信，我不痛，我并不痛。

2010-09-16T21:12:00.000-07:00

" When love hurts too much, let it go .

Cause love isn't supposed to hurt people in the first place . "

我不曾发现过，

原来爱一个人，

是那么的痛。

2010-09-16T20:59:00.000-07:00

When somethings are lost,

you would never get them back .

Today got back almost all my results .
Failed everything again, how great uh .

I really don't want to see the principle again . ):
I am really afraid that I can't make it for my o's .
I don't want to get a lousy L1R5 .
I want to get 11 and below for my L1R5 .
But, I guess, it's not possible at all .

People told me to think positively .

How I wished I can, really think positively .

I am just afraid, afraid that I wouldn't be able

to make it for my o's which is coming so soon .

Someone, please boost the courage in me,

to allow me to brave through my o's strongly .

D':

我不痛，我并不痛。

2010-09-13T18:42:00.000-07:00

" It's sad when people you know become people you knew .

When you can walk right past someone like they were never

a big part of your life . How you used to be able to talk for

hours and how now, you can barely even look at them . "

- Via thechocolatebrigade

2010-09-13T18:29:00.000-07:00

There goes my A1 today . ):
DnT paper was fucking hard .

HMT paper too . ):
Sigh, gonna flunk like shit this time . ):

And to you :
Stop going around and spread stuff,

and don't piss me off any further, bastard .

Before I give you a tight slap on the face

and pull out all your hair .

I don't have much patience to deal with

you, motherfucker bastard .

Piss me off again, and you will know the consequences . _l_

希望与你说声再见后，我们

能在彩虹的另一端再次相见。

2010-09-12T14:53:00.000-07:00

Hey you :
This time round, I am gonna prove you wrong bastard .
I would get my A1 back this time and I would work

super hard, even if I don't get my A1, at least I know that

I had tried my best and all my friends know that too . (:

I would get my A1 back and in your face, bastard . (:

我想变成一个透明的时

钟，我不会懂，也不会痛。

2010-09-12T14:21:00.000-07:00

Hellos people ! (:
Today would be mugging my books . ):
Cause I am having HMT and DnT paper tmr .
So good to those people who do not have to

take MT and DnT and they can relax tmr . ):

Excited for tomorrowwwwww . :D
Some people should know whyyy .
Hahahs, hope it can work out ! :D
Happy happyyyyyyyyyy ! (:

Okay uh, bye people .
Need to go back and continue mugging .
Prelims ending on wednesday ! :D
BYEBYE ! (:

Moving on is simple, but what you leave

behind is what makes it difficult for you to move on .

2010-09-10T16:05:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MY MALAY FRIENDS OUT THERE ! :D

是时候，我该让所有

过去的，成为过去。

I have got no more time to get

emotional over what people thinks

or says about me and somethings .

I can't be bothered with them anymore .
Whatever that is past, I wil let it pass .

Thanks my friends . (:

2010-09-10T00:24:00.000-07:00

Thanks for all the encouragements .
Thanks for all the support you have given .

Thanks for all the things that you had done .

Thank you, my friend .
You are still the best . ♥

2010-09-09T23:36:00.000-07:00

Someday I would be one of those

that you would forget, isn't it ?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIMIN HAOPENGYOU ! :D

Went NgeeAnnPoly with class today .
Their school is so prettyyyyyyy . :D
Saw samuel quek there too . Hahahs . (:

Then went back to school and went

to order cakeeeee . (:

Off to AMK next to watch movie .
Haunted Changi . The story is so lame

and it is totally not scary at all . LOL .
Kind of waste my money uhhh . LOL .

After movie ended, chiong-ed home,

due to some reasons, yap and fyqa knows . LOL .

They went to walk around after I left .
Hahahas .

Had great chats with friends today !

Love them . :D

Bye people . (:

请你不要把我带回，

这个残酷的现实中。

2010-09-06T18:47:00.000-07:00

" If you see me on the streets someday, please pretend

that you don't know me and just walk away . Cause, I

would no longer be the one you used to know and I

don't wish to see you being disappointed in me . "

2010-09-06T18:02:00.000-07:00

Those were nothing but,

awful and painful memories to me .

Hellos people ! (:
Today was a boring day in school .
Did POA and chem . LOL .

Laughed like mad with people .

ANDANDAND !
I got the biggest shock out of my life today !
At i'novate room uh ..

Yap, fyqa and ain should know why .

Scaryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy . :S

Saw huilan, tickfang and rachel when I

am leaving northpoint, heading to interchange .

So, bus-ed back with rachel and huilan . (:

Home-d right now .
Okay, bye ! (:

School tmr again . )))):

It took me so long to realise that,

waiting for you isn't worth it at all .
So, I am giving up and not waiting anymore . (:

2010-09-05T19:12:00.000-07:00

" Once again, all my hopes are shattered, are all gone .

I wonder how long will I need to take again this time round .

I don't feel like talking anymore . I don't want to talk anymore .

I don't see the need in talking to you anymore . "

It's okay, it's alright .

I can survive by myself, without you .

I am still going to be fine without you, I hope .

)':

2010-09-04T21:57:00.000-07:00

Sorry but don't blame me for treating you like

this . I spent a long time trying to get over you .

So don't make me regret at this point of time, please .

Hellos people ! (:
Today was a great day ! :D

Studied in the morning with edwardSTUPID .
Then off to meet huiminHAOPENGYOU .

Saw fanny too . (:

After which, bus-ed back to khatib .

Home-d then ate lunch and out to meet

shuwenSTEADY and shawnCUTEBOY

to weirongJOKER's house for mahjong . :D

Back home at 6plus .

Cooked dinner cause parents not at home .

Now watching LeeMinHo's new drama ! :D
Happy happyyyyyyyyy . (:

And to friends out there,
thanks for all your concerns and texts .
I am alright, really okay . (:
Don't have to worry for me .
Thanks for all your concerns .
Love you guys . (L)

Okay, bye people ! :D

Whatever that you do or say from

now on, doesn't matters to me anymore .

Cause, you don't matter to me anymore . (:

2010-09-03T20:36:00.000-07:00

只想问你，你曾有后悔过三年前的决定吗？

It isn't going to be back to how it was, three years back .

Everything was already no longer the same as before . )':

2010-09-03T18:57:00.000-07:00

Hey you .

Don't bloody treat us as if we are transparent .
We are humans okay . You come and go as you wish .
What do you take us as ? Do you really treat us as your friends ?

You have some other new friends, then you throw us aside .

When you have no friends, you stick to us like superglue .

I just want to let you know that, we really did treat you as friend .

Remember all the sad times that you had gone through ?
We were the one who accompanied you through those period .

Encourage you on, spur you on, comfort you, lend you a listening ear .

But, now you treat us like this . How do you expect us to feel ?

Still continue to take it as nothing has happened ?

It is not the first time already, and we had tolerated all those craps ,

It's now your turn to decide whether you still want us as your friends or not .

If you choose not to, then that's your problem .

We will still get on happily without you, cause it don't really make a difference .

Everything depends on you now, my friend .

2010-09-03T12:27:00.000-07:00

"I am afraid of falling down from the highest peak .
I am afraid of losing everything that I have right now .
I am afraid of the feeling of being left behind all alone .
But, so what ? I have always been all alone all these years .
And, I am still all alone, a fact that has never changed ."

)':

2010-09-03T11:13:00.000-07:00

When giving up and moving on,

was never a wrong choice .

Today's such a sucky day .
Mood is totally down down down .
Physics paper today was crap .
Don't know how to do, all bullshit .

Would be going school to study tmr . (:
Going to really study hard for my dnt . (:
Anw, super big thanks to changGENIUS
for the encouragements for the past few days ! :D
Thank you jianweiLONG LOST BROTHER
for lending me your jacket todayyyy ! :D

Nothing to post already .
Bye people .

Thanks for letting me see the truth

myself . And let me tell you, you

just totally suck big time right now . _l_

2010-08-31T06:34:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY ! :D

Hellos people ! (:

Today's teachers' day concert was high ! :D
Well done to all the performers . (:

Thanks to all ytss teachers for the past 4years guidance . (:
After concert, went to meet shengquan,

celia, aisah and yuntingZEH .

Off to northpoint to buy food then bus-ed to celia's hse .

Played mahjong . (L)
KennyOng and yongler came after that . (:
Left at about 3.30pm .

Went to meet peizhenBAOBEI .

Then went home at about 5pm .

Super duper tiredddddd .

Gonna sleep early tonight .

No school tomorrow and I need to study .
Bye people ! :D

I am so over you already . (:

2010-08-30T21:10:00.000-07:00

I wasn't supposed to be happy at all .

Hellos people !
Maths paper2 today suck like shit .

Super duper difficult ! ):
Sigh, no hope again lurhh . Sian .

Had dance from 2pm till 7pm .

Tired like shit siaaaaa . ):

Tomorrow need to wake up early

also, cause need go school early .

Would be going back nbps after that .
Then celia' house after that . :D

Okay, bye people ! (:

Good luck to everyone for the performance tomorrow ! :D

你不会再是我的幸福了。

2010-08-29T19:17:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST BITCHY YAP ! :D

Went out with yap today to buy stuff ! :D
She had lots of fun disturbing me . LOL .
Oh ya ! We saw a super cute angmoh guy . :D
Hahahahs .

Maths paper2 tomorrow . _l_

Good luck everyone ! (:

Today is super a sad day .
Don't do it so openly and

let everyone see and know it .

Motherfucker . _l_

2010-08-27T23:28:00.000-07:00

I never knew that i would ever feel

this way like how i am feeling right now .

Hellos people . (:
Quite long since I blogged .
Hahahhs .
Hmm, school's been real boring and

prelims2 have just started and i am dying . ):

There's dance rehearsal tomorrow and

maths with ms tham after that .
Ahhhh, waka I standing infront sia . ):

Stupid mannnnnnn . AHHHHHHHHHH ! ):

Today was kind of great with ain, fyqa,

yap, kennyong, sharifah and zhong hsien . :D

Had fun with them . Hahahas .

And, I am having fever and headache right now . ):
Was in the rain and entered the exam hall which

is air-conditioned, with my wet uniform .
How clever right ? But, no choice . -.-
Shouldn't have left school, my fault . D:

Okay, bye people ! (:

It shouldn't have came back . )':

2010-08-23T22:19:00.000-07:00

" It was never great, waiting for something

that you know, it would never return . "

Everything isn't going to be fine .
When all my wishes is not going

to come true this time round .
I miss you alot . )':

2010-08-21T22:24:00.000-07:00

Everyone needs their happiness .

You are just like them, you need your happiness too .

If you give your happiness to everyone else,

who would give you your happiness that you need ?
Please . Treat yourself a little better .
If you don't, all your friends would be very upset .

So, can you just treat yourself a little better,

instead of giving your happiness to everyone else ? )':

2010-08-21T22:12:00.000-07:00

You don't have to tell me,

and I don't have to know .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIANYING ! :D

Had class dance rehearsal today .
Left at about 12 together with madeline

and went to meet the rest at the canteen .

Off to mayflower sec for our AFA .

Failed my theory and retake then pass . :D

Everything finished at about 5pm ?
Left together with maha and home-d . (:

Received a very weird msg by someone .

But, who cares . LOL . I don't bother . (:

Going out tmr with fyqaaaaaaaaa ! :D

Happyyyyyyyyyyyy . (:

Byebye readers !

I am no longer important, I know .
Or, was i never once important at all ?

2010-08-19T21:02:00.000-07:00

Hellos people ! (:
Today was quite okay .
Keep on wanting to sleep . ):

Baba teo came back todayyyyy ! :D
Misses him so muchhh mannn . :D
Hahahhas . We were crapping with him . (:
And yayeeeee . He sent me home ! :D
Hahahahs . Had a great chat with him ! :D

But, now mood is totally ruined,

cause I saw something and got to know something .
Sigh, bye people .

Thanks for disappointing
me even greater today . )':

2010-08-18T21:15:00.000-07:00

" Thanks for letting me realise the pain of,

waiting for something that will never return . "

I wouldn't be bothered

with it anymore .

2010-08-17T19:27:00.000-07:00

It's great to see you moving on,

after this period of being so unhappy .
I really hope that you will treat her well,

and don't treat her as a substitue to replace .

Cause, she don't deserve all these crap from you.
Treat her well and cherish her .
Stay happy and last long . (:

2010-08-16T23:49:00.000-07:00

I am happy, I really am . (:

2010-08-16T17:56:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GODFREY KOR ! :D

HAPPY 16TH TO MEEEEEEEE ! :D

Thanks to all the people who wished me . :D
Really appreciated alot that you guys remembered .
Love you guys lots ! ♥

I just ended up in greater disappointment .

And, as what i expected, you forgot abt it .

2010-08-15T23:00:00.000-07:00

1 hour more to official 16 . (:

I guess you wouldn't remember .

2010-08-15T16:31:00.000-07:00

I didn't expect that from you .

You proved me wrong, and you proved them right .
A leopard would never change it's spots .
They were right about you, you are still the same .

What a great disappointment .

Thanks for that great disappointment, friend .

2010-08-15T15:26:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VALERIEEEE ! :D

I just don't like her, don't like her .
You still don't wanna tell me the truth .

Live your life the way you want it to be,

I am not gonna give a bloody darmn anymore .

2010-08-14T19:44:00.000-07:00

我，决定放弃了。

我，决定不玩了。

我，不想在等你了。

I decided not to wait anymore .

I am going to go on with my life happily, even without you .

I am gonna give these 2years of memories up .

I am moving on, not turning back anymore, not regretting . (:

You would still be my friend, my listening ear, always . (:

2010-08-14T19:28:00.000-07:00

" 我还在等，等我的永恒，告诉我爱不单行，

不要怕。我还在等，等我的永恒，告诉我爱

不单行，相信他。请你告诉我，你就是我的永恒。"

2010-08-13T23:17:00.000-07:00

PICTURES HERE ! :D

2010-08-13T22:59:00.000-07:00

Hellos people ! :D
I am super happyyyyy todayyyyy ! :D

Thank you to FyqaSMALL, Ain, Yapjiahui,

KennyOng, seri, sharifah, arif and hasib ! :D
Thanks guys for the surprise at 18chefs ! :D

It's really so unexpected . LOL .

Seri, sharifah, arif and hasib was called in

last minute by yap and fyqa when we see

them at 18chefs and I still don't know anything yet .
I was being cheated all the way when oral ends,

all the way till we ate finish our dinner .
Which is like, 3hours plus ?! LOL .

The whole story goes like this :
Me, fyqa, ain, yap and kenny went to eat dinner

at 18chefs and we saw seri, sharifah, arif and hasib there .
Fyqa and yap go talk to them and me, kenny and

ain went to look for seats first and sat down .
Then, they all came to join us .

After eating our dinner, while waiting for our

ice-cream, yap and ain suddenly disappeared .

Then they appeared again and 18chef's lights suddenly

went off . Only the back but not the front where

we were sitting . One 18chefs guy was taking the

cake and I thought that it was somebody else's cake .

Because it was also another person's birthday today

and that person sits at the back there .
Then fyqa they all suddenly sing birthday song .
I thought they want disturb and I happily happily

sang the birthday song too and suddenly the cake

was brought infront of me and I was shocked !

Nearly cried but heng I didn't .
They all said that my face became super red . LOL .

Then took quite alot of pictures and went crazy there .
They sang the song twice which was super loudddd .
The rest of the people who were eating at 18chefs

were singing birthday song to me too . LOL .

And they gave me my big birthday card . :D

Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ! :D
Thank you guys ! :D
Love you guys lots !

Thanks for spending time to plan the surprise . :D

LOVE YOU ALL ! ♥

Pictures would be uploaded on the next post ! :D

2010-08-10T16:03:00.000-07:00

Thanks for still placing me in first place, my friend . ♥

难道你不晓得，突然有一天你想起我时，

你回头一看，我已经不在那里了。

我，会等到累的。而当我等到累的时候，

你就永远都找不到我了。

2010-08-10T15:51:00.000-07:00

不代表你曾被伤害过，你就可以这样伤害别人。

我，也是人。我也会有感觉的，我也会痛的。

Hellos people !

This holiday was like spent rotting at home .

Slacking and slacking and slacking .

Told myself to study, but ended up,

using computer or watching tv or texting .
Sigh .

I am now talking to yihuanRN1 :D
Missed out alot on her life mannn . ):
But, nevermind . Meeting up this sat ! :D
Miss her alot alotttttttttt ! :D

Okay, nothing to post already .
School tomorrow again . :S
Phy test . Darmn it . ):
Bye people !

痛，其实不是因为蠢，

根本就不蠢，只是太过信任。
被信任的人欺骗，最痛。

2010-08-09T14:32:00.000-07:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY ! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINJYUE LAUGHING PARTNER ! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNT ! :D

I am so happy, not . ):

2010-08-09T14:29:00.000-07:00

当初你选择离开，现在就不该回来。

你的出现，只不过会让我想起过去。

想起那段痛苦的回忆，也只会让我更恨你而已。

Please don't come back and remind me of the painful past once more .

只想问你，你曾有想起过我吗？

2010-08-08T21:19:00.000-07:00

" 如果一个男人，什么事情也没有做，

甚至连一句话都没说，只是一直站在

你面前，还会有爱的感觉吗？"

I don't know what to say anymore . Everything is gone and

there's no turning back already . Things do happen for a

reason . I no longer hope for anything anymore . I just hope

that everything will go smoothly from now on and that, you

would be able to find your happiness and I would be very

happy for you . I wish you all the best and forever happiness .

I hope that someday, you will find the happiness that belongs to you .

Thank you my friend . (: ♥

2010-08-08T20:17:00.000-07:00

爱一个人，就会希望他得到最好

的爱，即使那份爱是属于其他人的。

Hellos people ! :D
Went out today at about 3pm and bus-ed to yishun .

Met up with michelle#01, vanessa#02, SiaoHan,

Viva, Arvind and Dinesh at old chang kee . (:
Then, bus-ed to nandini's house there .

Waited and waited . Joked around .
Huilan#03 came and we waited for nandini

to come down and surpriseeeeeeeeeeee ! :D

Had fun playing and joking around .

Then, bus-ed back to northpoint .

I had to leave already, so bid them goodbye .

Saw wenjingLAOGONG . (:
Was actually going to orchard for aunt's

birthday celebration but last minute change .
So went over to aunt's place instead .

Saw weiming and co . (:

I am currently posting at aunt's place now . (:

Enjoyed today alot alot . :D

Tomorrow is national day and I guess I will

be rotting at home ? Cause my mom don't let

me go out and wants me to study at home . -.-
How boring uh ? ):
Sigh, bye people . (:

Whenever I walk past that place, I would be filled

with hatred . I haven't forgotten how you used to

treat me . And, I haven't forgiven you till today .

2010-08-08T14:21:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, somethings just do change .

People do change too, as time goes by .

As time goes by, my pain will be healed .
And, I would eventually forget about you .

Hellos peopleeeeeeee ! :D
I am super super tired right now . D:
But, it's only 2:18pm . LOLLLL !
But I am happy and excitedddd ! (:

Cause I am going out with team later

andandand nandini's friends . (:
Celebrating nandini's birthday laterrr ! :D
Hope that the surprise will work out . (:

After which, I would be going over to aunt's house .
Celebrating her birthday, which falls on national day .
But, she would be going over to malaysia tomorrow,

so would be having an early celebration for her . :D

Today would be a great day .
It would make me forget about those unhappy stuff .

It would let me throw all my unhappiness away .

I will enjoy today, will enjoy today, will enjoy today . :D
Got to go prepare already . Bye people ! :D

I will get through all these,

even without you by my side .

2010-08-08T14:01:00.000-07:00

" 快乐，已经没有那么简单了。幸福，似乎显得更遥远。

我已经没有资格去找属于我的快乐，与幸福了。它们，

早就不属于我的了。 I have got no more rights anymore . "

Do you know how much those words can hurt ?

2010-08-07T18:43:00.000-07:00

You left me behind, as if I am just some piece

of unwanted trash that you wanna throw away .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANDINI ! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONGLER GRANNY ! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIENANZHENG ! :D

Hellos people ! (:
Went out today at about 2pm .
Went to northpoint, trying to search for present .
Saw huilan#03, kaibing and tickfang there too . (:

Bought the present, went to library for away
and off to meet shuwenSTEADY and shop around .
Crapped about alot of stuff .
It's been so long since I last saw her .
Miss her much . ♥

Going out tomorrow again ! :D
Excited and happyyyyyyyyyyyy . (:
Okay, bye people ! :D

9more days .

You aren't going to remember anything .

Cause you forgot about it, long ago .

2010-08-06T20:44:00.000-07:00

Thanks for not telling me that you are leaving .
Thanks for leaving me hanging in mid-air .

Hellos people ! :D

Today was NDP celebration . (:
I miss my plt4s so muchhhhhhh ! :D

Hahahs, love all of them ! :D

Nothing much for today .
Bye people ! (:

祝你，永远幸福快乐。

Wish you forever happiness .

2010-08-05T22:05:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NG GUANG LIANGGG ! :D

2010-08-05T18:03:00.000-07:00

I am closing the door,

not turning back anymore .

Hellos people ! (:
Yesterday's coursework exhibition was tiring ! D:

Quite alot of people came and I was impressed

with the art students' canvas . :D

It was all really very nice . Hahahahs . (:

The video on me was super embarrassing .
When it was played, 4e DnT people and 4e4

people were like shouting my name and

screaming . So embarrassing lah . LOL .

Everything ended at about 7.45pm .

Had quite alot of fun talking to people ! :D
Packed everything and waited .

Home-d with solehahWOMAN and atiqah .

Came back home, bathed, use comp, eat dinner

and I went to sleep at about 10.30pm .
Early right ?! HAHAHA ! Was super tired . ):

NDP celebration tomorrow .

Need to wear SJAB full u . ):
Super hotttttttttt weather still need wear full u .
Sigh, no choice cause got phototaking . ):

Okay, bye people ! (:

When I have nothing more to say,
I will choose to leave and never return .

2010-08-04T21:21:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEILIN ! :D

" Sometimes when people move on and leave you behind,

maybe it's time to pick yourself up and find a way out . Don't

wait for something that will never return . Save your own heart,

because no one else will . "

- By : YapJiaHui . (:

See yap ! I post it up alreadyyyyyyyy ! :D
Found it meaningful and it really makes

alot of sense . No one else will save your

heart, only you yourself can do it . Don't

wait for something that will never return .
It's just a waste of time . Pick yourself up,

and show that person that you can carry

on with your life happily without him . (:

今天看到你的时候，

所有的感觉又回来了。

心好痛，好痛。

2010-08-03T19:04:00.000-07:00

" 你的出现只会让我更恨你而已。既然当初你选择

离开，现在就不应该再回来。一切都回到了原点。

回到了，你还没出现在我的生命中的时候。回到了，

我还没喜欢上你的时候。回到了，这一切还没开始

的最初点。你，已经不再属于我了。"

From now on, I will only live for myself,

not for anyone else out there anymore .

My world would no longer revolve around

anyone anymore, including you . Cause,

I am used to facing everything alone .

2010-07-31T23:28:00.000-07:00

" 从你选择离开的那一刻起，你已经没有资格了。没有

资格再过问我的事。没有资格再要我原谅你，原谅你

做的一切，原谅你做的决定，原谅你当时选择离开我。 "

喜欢上你，是我这辈子最大的错误。

2010-07-31T16:51:00.000-07:00

I waited and waited for your message .
But, it just never came, it never once came .

Hellos people ! :D
So long since a proper post from me .
LOLs . (:

Okay, feeling so much better today,

though still uncomfortable . ):
Met up with wenjingLAOGONG just now . :D

Gonna rot at home the whole day . D:

Anw, meeting up with edwardSTUPID

tomorrow to study together . (:
Hope that I can at least study a little bit .
Hahahahahs . :D

Eng o'level oral is coming . :S
13th aug and it's like another 13more days only ? ):

My eng is like shit but i wanna get a distinction .
Looks like it is not possible at all . Sigh . ):

Okays, bye people .

16more days .

Would anyone remember ?
Not looking forward anymore .

Cause you wouldn't remember it ...

2010-07-30T22:35:00.000-07:00

I swear that I aren't feeling any better

than you right now, at this moment .

I am sick, real sick right now .
Having a fever of 37.9degrees, a very bad cough,

running nose, sorethroat and headache .
That's real badd . I don't want to fall sick . ):

Didn't managed to sleep last night thanks

to the headache, cough and running nose .

But surprisely, I aren't really feeling tired now .
LOL . Feeling super uncomfortable and

unwell right now, at this moment . ):

Sigh .

Thanks kennyong and yapjiahui for both

of your company today . Thanks alot guys . (:

Gonna rest at home tomorrow .
Got tons of homework to complete .
Bye people . (:

从今天开始，我会把你从我的

记忆里洗得干干净净。因为，

我不会再把你当作我的幸福了。

I wouldn't feel anything, anymore .

2010-07-29T22:43:00.000-07:00

Don't break other people's heart, if you don't

want yours to be broken . Always remember

how it felt when yours was broken and don't

forget it . Don't make her go through what you

had gone through and suffered before .

School has been real shitty .

Nothing seems to be going right at all .

My mood is like a roller coaster,

sometimes high, sometimes low .

But, I aren't emo . (:

Maybe I really need a cooling period .
Need some time to think over what I really want,

what I really need to do and what I should do .

Cause there is far too many things weighing on me .

I don't know how to clear up this bloody mess .

Don't want anybody out there to worry about me .

So, I supposed I really need some time to get

over certain things that have been bothering for

like 2 years, sort out the things that I need to do .

Think again for my goals and everything .

I really need to think it over carefully .

I need to know what I really want .
Cause I no longer know what I really want anymore .

But friends, I am really okay . (:
I will move on and get on with my life happily .

I can do it, I will do it, and I know it .

It's not gonna be easy, but I believe in myself .

Moving on, was never a wrong choice .

It's just that, you must be prepared to move on,

don't look back anymore, don't regret anymore .

SO, I WILL BE A HAPPY KID ! :D

What a long post I have written today .
Hahahhas . Bye people ! :D

祝你从此，做个幸福快乐的人。

我会把你给忘了，我可以的。

2010-07-28T18:53:00.000-07:00

It's the end already . No point turning back

now and regret, when all the hurt is already

made . Cause, everything's too late already .

Hi people .

School hasn't been good these two days .
Lots of nonsense, lots of craps .

And, I really can't take it anymore .
Someday, I might just erupt like a volcano .
Hahahs . (:

But, yea people . I am okay .
And I always be will okay . (:
Thanks friends for all your concern lately .
I am really fine, I swear .
I wouldn't cry that easily anymore .
Cause I know that it isn't worth it . (:
So, I shall be a happy kidd ! :D

我的心是很痛。但，已经没

有资格说出我的痛苦与难过。

也已经没有资格对你有任何要求。

2010-07-26T20:52:00.000-07:00

" 被放逐的爱，我永远都追不回来。"

No longer anymore .
So, forget it .

2010-07-26T20:27:00.000-07:00

I don't know since when, I began

to realise that you have always

been very protective of her . Why ?

To friends out there :
I am fine, really fine .
Thanks for all your concerns .
Just that, I sorted everything out .

There is really nothing for me to be upset about .
Life still needs to go on, still have to go on,

no matter how unhappy, how upset I am .

I shouldn't think so much .

I still got lots of things that I need to do .
I got to find my confidence back .
Get back the confident me in the past .

I got to buck up on my studies and score well for O's .

I just have got too many things to care about .
So, there is no time for me to be upset at all .

I got to stand up back on my feets again .
I am not being emo right now .
Just that, I found out lots of things and I finally

sorted out my thinking already .

And, friends . Thanks for your concern .
I am really fine, and I will be fine . (:

Everything when I remembered what you had

done before, I feel very disgusted and I just

can't bring myself to forgive you . And, I don't

even know whether should we still be friends or not .

2010-07-25T00:02:00.000-07:00

It seems like you have changed .
I don't seem to know you anymore .

2010-07-24T23:10:00.000-07:00

If it was her, you would have

reacted differently right ?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNKAI ! (:

Today's a sad day . ):
Disappointed, upset plus sick .
Bye people .

I held on to my handphone so

tightly, thinking that you would

reply me . But you didn't at all .

请你不要让我从最高峰掉下来。

那会很痛，很痛。

2010-07-23T22:39:00.000-07:00

I don't wish to explain myself anymore .
I don't want to explain myself anymore .

Today's quite a shitty day in school .
Boring to the max and I kept on feel

like sleeping and kept on yawning .

LOL .

Supposed to have the DnT interview thing today .
But cancelled last minute as Mr Ridzuan

couldn't rush back in time .
Changed to next monday, 4.30pm .

Went for maths small group coaching .

Quite fruitful . :D

Went for dinner with kenny and yap . (:
Laughed like mad thanks to kenny .
Hahahas .

We met up with fyqa at power9 .

Me, yap and fyqa went to pierce ear . :D
Finally had my second ear piercing after so long .
But, one week of NO seafood and egg . )):

Sadddddddd ..

POA night study was wasted .
Kept on wanna sleep .
Didn't had the mood to study .
So, I am meeting ms goh tmr to do POA ! :D

Okay, bye people ! (:

I don't see the need to explain

anymore, cause up till the every

end, you still wouldn't believe me .

2010-07-22T18:55:00.000-07:00

It took me millions of years to

realise that you aren't gonna be there .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOWRENN KOR ! :D

School isn't fun today .
Super boring . D:

Except during maths day .

Kenny said a very funny "joke" .

Made me, jidong and penghao laugh like mad .

Hahahahs .

Tomorrow I got some DnT interview thing .
Andandand, I don't know what to say . -.-

Ending school at 4.30pm tomorrow and

I have maths small group coaching till 6pm .

Then POA night study from 7pm to 10pm . (:

Busy busyy dayyyyyy . (:

Okay, I am happy todayyy .
Thanks friends for your concerns ! :D
Thanks alot Ms Goh for your encouragements ! :D

我不会再傻傻的等你了。

我不会再对你有任何期望。

2010-07-21T18:02:00.000-07:00

Not gonna see anymore .

Not gonna care anymore .
The more I see, the more pain I feel .

School today was kind of good !
Recess with team and the boys were

challenging hakim to drink down a cup

of disgusting drink which they mixed

it with alot of different things .

Super disgusting man .

Had chem practical and I scalded my hand . -.-

Stupid hot smoke that came gushing out
and scalded my hand . Darmn it .

Lunch, met up with fyqaaaaaaa ! :D

So long since I last saw her .
HAHAHA !
Went for oral and I laughed like mad .
Jasiel, chuhui, sean, jidong are all making

lots of funny jokes and made us laugh like mad . :D

I finished my oral at about 4.10pm

and went back to class .
Then dismissed at 4.30pm and home-d . (:

Mr ramthan said that mr charles lim

wants to see me tomorrow morning . :S
Happy new year to me already .
Don't know what's gonna happen . D:

Bye . ):

To you :
Stop laughing and talking about it .

It's totally not funny and I don't know

what's so nice to talk about it uh .

Get some balls and grow up .
Wanna talk ? Talk it out openly .
Don't have to whisper to him,

as if we don't know like this .

Don't have to talk behind other

people's back when they are infront of

you and they can see it .

Grow up uh, boy .

或许你根本就不需要我担心。

因为，你有别人为你操心了。

而那个人对你来说，是很重要的。

2010-07-20T22:40:00.000-07:00

Thank you super lots to :
-Ravi

-Haziq

-SolehahWOMAN

-Michelle#01

-JasielTan

-LeeHuiMin

-ZiWeiRED APPLE

-Emalia

-Jersey

-ZiCheng

-WeeKongDI DI

-JiaHui

-Ain

-EdwardSTUPID

Thanks guys for all your encouragements ! (:
Yea, I would not give up .

I would work even harder for myself,

not for anyone out there .
Great to have you guys beside me ! :D

Thanks guys, Love you . (L)

多么希望，你在这里。

Wish you were right here .

2010-07-20T19:12:00.000-07:00

I don't know what to say anymore .
I don't know what to do anymore .
I don't know what I want anymore .

你在哪里？

2010-07-19T20:29:00.000-07:00

Hellos people ! (:
Today was half good, half bad .

Got back POA paper .

Failed by 6marks . Sigh .

Then lunch had michelle's birthday celebration ! :D
Went to find jingyiMAM and vanessaMAM .
We chionged to SJAB room to find vanessa,

hui lan and siaohan . They were already ready .
Text-ed nandini and she brought michelle down ! :D

She was shocked and she was actually quite

upset as she thought we forgot her birthday .
Hahahas, the cake was niceeeeeeeeee ! :D

Slacked and talked . Passed them their present . (:

The pen that nandini and hui lan was thinking

of buying yesterday when we were out .

Bought it for team as a present . Hahahs . (:

Back for lessons .
Then, home-d at 4.30pm . (:

Thank you yapjiahui, leehuimin, jasieltan,

jerseykoh, simweekong for today . (:
Thanks for all your encouragements and

assurance . Yup, I am fine and I will be fine . :D

Bye people !

P.s. Getting back maths paper2 tmr . ):
I don't wish to fail . )):

Don't message me and start a conversation

when you don't even have the intention of

replying me in the very first place .

2010-07-18T22:29:00.000-07:00

" 我不喜欢自己一个人的滋味，

但现在的我很想一个人静一静。

我不喜欢黑夜，但现在的我却期盼

着黑夜。这样，哭泣也没有人知道。"

2010-07-18T22:02:00.000-07:00

You aren't gonna get what you want .
Cause, you WILL get your retribution someday .
That will be the price that you have to pay .

我没有难过，我没有伤心，

我没有不开心，我一点也不痛。

2010-07-17T11:32:00.000-07:00

I wouldn't think about anything anymore .

I wouldn't shed another tear for you .

I wouldn't bother trying to close up the gaps anymore .

I wouldn't feel pain for you anymore .

I wouldn't cry for you, then regret it later anymore .

Cause all these just wouldn't be worth it .

Cause you don't know anything, don't feel anything .

What friends said were right .

My main priority now is to study and score well

for my o's and get into a good school for my future .

That will be all I would be thinking for now .

Life would be just as fine without you .

I got all my friends out there for me, I know .

As for you, I don't even know whether have you

ever treated me as your friend before or have you

only treated me as someone who will enetertain

you when you are bored, sad or whatever .

I wouldn't care about all these anymore .
I wouldn't bother asking myself all these questions already .

But still, thank you my friend .

Thanks for being there for me in sec2 .

I really appreciated that alot alot .

You would still be my friend, no matter what .
And, I have never ever regretted being your friend .

I hope that, someday we would be back to how close

we were last year when we would share about everything .

Thanks alot my friend and I would remember you always . ♥

没有你的日子，我也会过得好好的。

现在我决定放下了，请不要让我心软。

不要再对我这么好了，我会后悔的。